#MY_MIRACLE ...
I want to say WHAT THE #MIRACLE is in my life.. A TRUE HONEST TO GOD MIRACLE!!!.. I AM SO THANKFUL & BLESSED!!! #GOD IS REAL!! :)
I was diagnosed with #RHEUMATOID_ARTHRITIS "INSIDE" my Lungs about 7 years ago.. THIS Disease is usually only in and around the JOINTS in the body.. However MINE went INSIDE my Lungs..which caused a #RAPID_DROP in my O2 at #ANY_GIVEN_MOMENT!!! I would NEVER know WHEN!! The ONLY SYMPTOMS I HAD, to KNOW it was TIME to wear O2 was .. I would get VERY VERY SLEEPY (unusually so) or I would feel VERY VERY FATIGUED for NO apparent reason.. I MAY or MAY NOT #FEEL Short of breath... it was just .. UNEXPECTED when the episodes would show up..IF I FELL ASLEEP WITHOUT THE O2...DURING AN EPISODE..I WOULD FALL ASLEEP & "STAY ASLEEP FOREVER!!" In other words.. I WOULD DIE!!.. I prayed "THAT" would NEVER happen, especially BECAUSE Of Lil Man, I Didn't want HIM to ..FIND ME..if God forbid, THAT happened!.. However, the Prognosis (end result) of this (in MY case) WAS DEATH..IT WAS CONSIDERED #TERMINAL!!... SO, I was prescribed O2 on a 24/7 DAILY BASIS... I was sent home from the Hospital with SEVERAL 'HUGE' TANKS of O2 and some SMALL ones as well as an #OXYGEN_CONCENTRATOR machine.. PLUS a C-PAP machine to wear while I SLEEP that would give me O2 during the night.. THIS Disease causes SCARS on the INSIDE OF THE LUNGS.. I have VIEWED My Lung X-rays MANY TIMES during the past '7' years.. I 'SAW' THE SCARS MYSELF...They were BAD! .. During this past month I've been contemplating a HUGE move.. I am moving BACK to Germany! However, I was concerned about the O2 issue once I was there! In Germany, MOST people use the Public Transportation System to get here & there.. & it requires ALOT of WALKING.. well, I was worried about having to take the O2 with me EVERYWHERE.. NOT because of VANITY..but because of it being inconvenient. I had GIVEN THE ENTIRE ISSUE TO GOD.. I prayed about it..whether the MOVE was in HIS WILL or not.. IF IT WAS NOT.. PLEASE LET ME KNOW THIS... Well.. I NOW #KNOW it's in HIS will that I 'DO' GO!!.. I Went to see these Doctors for a DEEP check up.. to see how far the Disease has spread.. I went through ALL the TESTS...BLOOD as well as FORCED BREATHING into a machine..& Chest X-Rays.. AFTER all the tests were complete...I went to see the actual PULMONARY (lung) Doctors.. I always have TEAMS of Dr.'s because .. I have very COMPLEX HEALTH ISSUES... the O2 & Lung Disease being the WORST! .. One doctor came in & talked with me..then the ATTENDING (boss) came in & talked.. then the TEAM (group of Residents & Attending ..just think of the Group on SCRUBS haa) anyway..the Group came in & said ... "Judy, there have been some very #DRASTIC_CHANGES in Your Disease.. We felt we should ALL be here for your QUESTIONS & CONCERNS" .. I asked..."WHAT'S WRONG???".. Then the Top Attending said.. "WE CAN #NOT FIND #ANYTHING #WRONG WITH YOUR LUNGS!...the Tests AND the X-RAY #ALL CAME BACK #NEGATIVE.. (meaning there was nothing wrong, that they are all NORMAL) .. THERE IS #NO EVIDENCE OF THE DISEASE AT ALL!!! YOUR SCARS HAVE #DISAPPEARED!..We RARELY See RECOVERY From this Disease...but.. NONE of us have EVER ACTUALLY #SEEN THE EVIDENCE AND THE DAMAGE #DISAPPEAR LIKE THIS!!!" ... Of course I was quiet... then I asked to SEE MY X-RAYS..PLUS the LAB REPORTS..MYSELF.. so they showed me the PREVIOUS Films (x-rays & CT) Next to the one I had just taken.. the one I took Thursday was ..COMPLETELY HEALED..NO SCARS WHATSOEVER, MY LUNGS ARE COMPLETELY #NORMAL.. COMPLETELY #HEALTHY!!!!! ...#PROGNOSIS (expected outcome) A VERY NORMAL LIFE!
IF #THAT'S NOT A #MIRACLE... I DON'T KNOW WHAT ONE IS!!! .. I #NO_LONGER REQUIRE ANY O2... I AM SO SO #THANKFUL & I KNOW I AM SO SO #BLESSED!!! .. I CAN NOW MOVE BACK TO GERMANY <3<3<3
LIKE I SAID EARLIER... I'M #STILL TRYING TO LET ALL THIS #SINK_IN..
OF COURSE..I'M ACCEPTING IT.. BUT MY EMOTIONS ARE GOIN WILD LOL <3
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