Hello My Friends,
Long time no hear from me, eh? .. I've been here.. I've been meaning to get to my next Blog Post and every time I begin, something always seems to come up. I notice I come up with excellent topics for the day's post, but at night, when I like to write, I've forgotten what the ideas were, SO.. I have now started a LIST.. Every time I have an idea, I add it to the list. I hope this will work better for me. I notice the ideas come at all times, they're all great topics, so I hope I can get going on this & KEEP it going...
I thought I would write about "NIGHT-MARES" this time.. main reason being, I had a terrible one last night and it's STILL bothering me! Does this ever happen to you?? the strange thing 'I' find about MY dreams are.. normally, 'I' don't remember my dreams, most of the time, I don't even realize I DID dream, but I know I did, we ALL do.. but in My life, every time 'I' have a Dream, that I REMEMBER.. in VIVID DETAIL, turns out to be MORE than just a DREAM.. That's what upsets me about these NIGHT-MARES.. Esp the type I had last night! It was an Uncomfortable.. Upsetting "DREAM" .. I Guess it was a "DREAM"..(or WAS it??) ..Yep, THAT'S what bugs me!!
I've had "STRANGE" things happen to ME all my life! Things that, Now, are very Common Occurrences.. So I don't think of them so much as STRANGE anymore, it's more like.. well.. I guess we (My OWN Family) think of them as "NORMAL" incidents! Which that, in & of itself...is NOT Normal..is it?? ..
I had, what started as, a 'DREAM' that quickly turned into a Night-Mare last night! I've had these types many times, but I have NO Idea how many of YOU have dreams like this. I had a hard time Falling asleep as it was, but once I dozed off, I woke back up feeling someone or something pulling my hair back so hard it was making my neck hurt. My head was tilted all the way back. They or 'IT' kept choking me with 'IT'S' other arm, making me wanna pass out from lack of air. It kept whispering something in my ear but I couldn't understand it, though, I could feel the HEAT of it's breath in my ear and down the side of my neck. I remember grabbing and clawing at my neck trying to loosen it's hold but I couldn't. I tried to scream out so that someone could hear me. I was VERY AWARE that I had BEEN asleep and kept WONDERING if I could STILL BE asleep?? or was I AWAKE? I honestly couldn't tell. Every time I tried to scream it would let go of my neck & cover my mouth, very hard, so hard it felt as if it were leaving bruises where the fingers pressed into the area around my mouth. I won't lie, it was HURTING Me! .. I remember trying to reach behind me, swinging my arms to try and hit 'SOMETHING' but my arms were just flailing about, as if swinging straight through whatever it was. the harder I fought back, the harder it pulled on my hair and the harder it choked me. I thought it was gonna break my neck. I realized if I was THAT aware of what was happening, in that, it was supposed to FEEL like a Dream, the more I realized, it WASN'T a Dream! So I did what I ALWAYS do when these types of things start happening.. I began to 'PRAY'!
I was taught very young how to rebuke Satan, and his Demons. I was taught how to BIND their power for the moment, at least around Me and Mine! I was was so out of breath my head was foggy & my eyes were strained so hard they were dripping tears.. I kept praying, trying to speak the words out loud but it kept hold of me. I started feeling the strength come back into me, MY strength, and I was not backing down. If you show them you're weak, or afraid, then THEY 'FEED' on Your FEAR! Even if you ARE Terrified, Don't let THEM Know it. They're not as intelligent as ya think! I'm NOT saying Satan isn't intelligent, because he is, very much so! That's ALL the credit I'll give him though! I finally felt it backing off, cause, I believe in the word of my God! he said "Rebuke Satan and his demons in the name of my Son Jesus Christ and they MUST 'FLEE'!! I "TRUST" in the word! I Trust in his promises and I Trust in ME and MY 'FAITH'! .. Faith is like a Tree.. the More you FEED it, and Nurture it..the bigger and Stronger it GROWS. I prayed til I KNEW they were gone! However long that was! I DID out-last them!
Once they were gone, I passed out again, still thinking it COULD have been 'JUST a Dream' .. BUT, I Know about myself.. I KNOW 'I' don't REMEMBER my dreams! Especially days or weeks or YEARS later! this is HOW I Know THIS was not a Dream. I believe I fell back to sleep from exhaustion, as well as Lack of O2.. but When I woke up again, I had alot of hair on my pillow, as well as, red imprints around my mouth. I STILL have No idea WHAT they keep whispering in my ears, it's obviously another language, because, as loudly as they were whispering, I would have been able to understand the words. No, it was another language altogether. If I could understand it I MIGHT be able to understand WHY they were (& KEEP) attacking me!
'I'm' NOT the ONLY Member of MY Family who has things of THIS nature happen to them, ALL of the rest do too! When I say 'MY' family, I mean Me and my KIDS. They have THEIR share of weird, Ugly and Scary incidents too. My daughter has some of the STRANGEST Dreams I've ever heard! We KNOW hers, well MOST of hers, are truly Dreams. She remembers ALL of her dreams, but do they MEAN something?? That's the question.. Bible says "The Old will 'DREAM Dreams & The Young Will See Visions!" ..So are these WEIRD Drams..really VISIONS? ..(Don't Know) She began many years ago, writing them all down in a journal. We ALL Keep journals (like scientists) because we're collecting all the information we can about WHAT and WHY these things are happening!
I know MANY MANY people accuse us of being BAD people, just because 'WE' are attacked all the time. it just PROVES the Theory that ALL 'HUMANS' will RUN FROM, HARM OR "KILL" what THEY don't understand or what FRIGHTENS them! However, even though MY Tales of the goings on in my family may frighten people, WHY are they afraid of 'US'?? What did 'WE' do wrong?? This has also been a particularly interesting question, having asked many different people and finding NO logical explanations for... 'IF' "WE" are 'BAD' people.. then, wouldn't That fact make us..sorta .. ON SATAN'S SIDE?? Wouldn't he be already HAPPY with US if we were the EVIL people?? WHY would he feel it even necessary to try to Frighten or KILL us?? .. NO..as I said earlier, I Believe the Word.. I believe that the Words are TRUE.. Therefore THAT makes ME a Christian! .. 'Now 'THAT'S' "WHY" Satan comes after people.. because THEY are close to and LOVE the Lord. Some SO MUCH that, Satan believes that gaining THOSE souls would be a HUGE Deal to him, wouldn't it? The CLOSER You are to GOD, the MORE Satan WANTS you! the harder he will come after you! .. As for ME.. I'm THANKFUL I have trials, everyday More trials, more tests to go through! I would WORRY if I had it EASY on this earth! I would believe that IF I had it easy, things were going really good and nothing to worry about, then I'd become very concerned thinking that GOD had turned his face from me! I'm comforted in these Trials, because I KNOW that as long as they're there, then MY soul is still something that Satan wants, and if Satan wants it so bad, then THAT means, the Lord is With ME all that much MORE!
When it comes to the BIBLE and the Word of God.. you MUST take it as the 'WHOLE'...you can't just pick out the GOOD parts and live by them, you have to read and follow the entire thing! Most makes people too impatient or too annoyed, I guess, to follow ALL the rules. Granted, they're NOT all easy, especially when the Devil gets to put stumbling blocks in front of you, but, don't you think it's WORTH fighting through the trials? Passing all the tests? Proving to the Lord that YOU are learning from them..that you are becoming a Bigger Christian and Stronger soldier to be able to FIGHT By HIS side in HIS Army?? I Know MANY don't believe the way I speak of things, 'I' even believe quite alot more..Uhm..'DIVERSE' than just the things I've mentioned, but what I've mentioned is General Knowledge..
The Universe MUST have "BALANCE"..!! To have GOOD we must have BAD.. To have RIGHT we must have WRONG.. yen n yang..Alpha and Omega..beginning and End.. However you want to think of it, the World, our Universe as well as our very LIVES Must ALWAYS have "BALANCE".. So the Trials, the tests, the stumbling blocks..they're ALL part of the BIGGER PICTURE of things... We, as humans, must do OUR part to keep things in Balance! So you MUST take the Bible or whatever BOOK(S) or Teachings you learn about and draw your FAITH from, must be taken in it's entirety! .. For those of you who DON'T Believe.. there's always that age old Question..What Came First? The Chicken or the Egg?? MY Answer, the Chicken, because I believe the ANIMALS and the FOWL (etc) were ALL created first, THEN reproduction came. .. How do you explain HOW we all got here? No Matter what..it ALL Comes Back to >>There IS a HIGHER form of Intelligence ...
'I' CHOOSE to believe that 'THE HIGHER POWER' Exists NOW!!..So I try to live my life accordingly. I'd rather Believe IT'S THERE and die and find out it ISN'T than.. Believe it's NOT there and die and find out it WAS!..WHAT THEN?? .. I'd rather be SAFE than SORRY! .. Just Sayin..
So, returning to the subject of MY Dreams.. I KNOW that we dream ALL the time in REM sleep. I know MY mind dreams, regularly, just like everyone Else's, but, I also KNOW that I Don't remember my dreams! These incidents, or Occurrences, Now THESE I REMEMBER...very VIVIDLY and for pretty much EVER! I've never forgotten any of them! Just Remember, When and IF these things happen to YOU..and you think people will think you're CRAZY or delusional if you TALK about it.. DON'T Think that way .. cause you're NOT alone! I Know there are MANY people have things happen to them that THEY know is of the PARANORMAL .. There are many things that SCIENCE has yet to define, but, when and if they happen, Try your hardest NOT to show your FEAR! .. you'll just be Fueling the Fire or Fanning the Flames..(if you will) HAVE FAITH, TRUST GOD & SEND THE EVIL ON IT'S WAY!
That's it for now.. I have many more topics coming up, MANY will be just as, if not MORE controversial than THIS one..
Looking forward to writing again! Til then...
Take Care .. Be Safe .. & GOD BLESS!! <3<3<3
Thanks for Your Time...
~judy~ 'The Magick_Scorpio'
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