Monday, August 12, 2013

** Magick_Scorpio ** ZODIAC

Scorpio's Horoscope (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

Monday, August 12, 2013 - You are sometimes quite guarded about your life, but you might be inclined to reveal more than you intend now. Discussing philosophies and teachings that are important to you enables you to talk about your feelings more freely. You can easily open up in order to make your point if your disclosure helps you clarify your perspective. There's no need to panic; showing vulnerability fosters closer relationships if you're willing to share your heart.

JUST SAW THIS.... "THIS" TO ME..IS CONFIRMATION FOR ME TO FOLLOW THROUGH WITH MY "BLOGS".. AS I MENTIONED IN THE 1st ONE AND MY LAST ONE, I'M STILL A LITTLE HESITANT TO JUST OPEN UP AND LET ANYONE AND EVERYONE INTO "MY" VERY PRIVATE LIFE! ..TO DO THAT IS ACTUALLY, GOING AGAINST MY VERY 'NATURE'... ESP AS A "SCORPIO"!! ...WE DON'T TRUST! .. THEY SAY 'TRUST' MUST BE 'EARNED?!' ..WELL, FOR ME.. I CAN'T EVEN ALLOW THE PERSON TO "EARN" IT.. THE ONLY WAY 'I' WILL EVER TRUST "ANYONE"..IS WHEN MY OWN *INTUITION*.. OR AS I LIKE TO THINK OF IT AS, ..'MY SOUL' TELLS ME IT'S "OK"!! ..SO, AS I SAID EARLIER, I'LL GET THE HANG OF THIS!! LOL I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY.. IT'S A GOOD THING I LOVE TO TALK! .. BUT RIGHT BEFORE I SAW THIS I TWEETED A RESPONSE TO THIS TWEET FROM ANOTHER SOURCE:
"You will never be shy around a , they wont let you."
"True, We Wont! Funny how we are! Even tho "I'M" SHY, "BAD" n Person (but NOT on Stage, Weird?) I'll Still Make U FEEL @ Ease!!"

SO, YES, EVEN THOUGH "I'M" VERY VERY SHY IN PERSON, I WON'T LET ANYONE ELSE FEEL SHY AROUND ME.. I WANT TO TELL MY STORY, I BELIEVE IT'S TIME TO LET OTHERS IN, AND I FEEL THE BEST WAY FOR 'ME' TO BEGIN IS HERE.. THROUGH THESE BLOGS. SO, I JUST THOUGHT I'D SHARE MY HOROSCOPE WITH YOU :)
IT PRETTY MUCH CONFIRMS WHAT I'VE BEEN FEELING TO BE THE 'RIGHT' THING TO DO~ WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS? .. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? I BELIEVE IN THE TRAITS AND CHARACTERISTICS OF THE ZODIAC SIGNS.. THE DESCRIPTIONS (ESPECIALLY FOR MY OWN SIGN) ARE TOO CLOSE, TOO PRECISE, "SPOT ON" IF YOU WILL! TO 'NOT' HAVE SOMETHING 'TO' THEM! ..SO.. YES I BELIEVE IN 'THAT' PART OF ASTROLOGY.. SOMETIMES, THE HOROSCOPES ARE ALSO, SPOT ON, FOR ME, OTHER DAYS THEY ARE NOT, BUT THERE'S ONE THING ABOUT THE ZODIAC, AND THE SIGNS THAT I HAD SUSPECTED TO BE TRUE, YET MOST OF THE READERS, OR ZODIAC SITES NEVER REALLY WENT INTO THEIR DESCRIPTIONS THIS FAR, THEY KEEP THEM AS THOUGH THEY'RE DESCRIBING A "GROUP" AS OPPOSED TO DESCRIBING AN INDIVIDUAL .. MY IDEA IS THAT THERE IS A MUCH DEEPER, MORE DEFINED DESCRIPTION OF THAT PERSON, NOT ONLY BORN UNDER THAT PARTICULAR "SIGN" OF THE ZODIAC, BUT ALSO ACCORDING TO WHAT "DAY" AS WELL, & EVEN THE "TIME" A PERSON WAS BORN. I HAD ONLY SUSPECTED IT UNTIL AERYK WAS BORN. HE WAS BORN ON MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY. I'M WITH HIM MUCH MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE HAS BEEN SINCE THE DAY HE WAS BORN. I ALSO, GREW UP LIVING WITH, LEARNING FROM AND BEING AROUND MY DAD... EVEN THOUGH AERYK IS VERY YOUNG, I CAN SEE THAT HE NOT ONLY HAS THE CHARACTERISTICS OF A "PISCES" ..BUT EVEN MORE SO, THE NEAR IDENTICAL TRAITS AND CHARACTERISTICS OF MY DAD. I BELIEVE THIS IS HOW 'ALL' OF THE PISCES BORN ON THIS PARTICULAR DAY ARE.. I THINK THAT, TRUE, ALL PISCES OR IN MY CASE ALL SCORPIO HAVE VERY SIMILAR TRAITS, CHARACTERISTICS AND BEHAVIOR, BUT YET, WE AS A GROUP, OR AS A WHOLE STILL HAVE DIFFERENCES ABOUT US..BUT GET A FEW BORN ON THE SAME 'DAY' TOGETHER AND I WOULD BET A FORTUNE THAT THOSE PEOPLE WOULD HAVE LIKE I SAY, NEAR IDENTICAL TRAITS CHARACTERISTICS AND EVEN PERSONALITIES! IT'S TRULY STRANGE TO WATCH AERYK, AND HIS WAYS OF BEHAVING, THE WAYS HE EXPRESSES HIMSELF AND EVEN THE WAY HE THINKS.. IT'S SO STRANGE BECAUSE IT'S SO VERY SIMILAR TO MY DAD. IT CAN'T POSSIBLY BE A "LEARNED" BEHAVIOR, BECAUSE WE DON'T NOR EVER HAVE LIVED NEAR MY DAD SINCE AERYK WAS BORN. THESE ARE OBVIOUSLY INBORN TRAITS.. I'LL GIVE A LITTLE BIT TO THE FACT THAT HE 'IS' RELATED TO MY DAD, SO IT'S POSSIBLE SOME OF HIS TRAITS COULD HAVE BEEN PASSED DOWN, BUT NOT THIS MANY,. I CAN GIVE ANOTHER EXAMPLE, MY SISTER IN LAW SHARES "MY" BIRTHDAY. THIS IS WHEN I FIRST BEGAN TO THINK THERE WAS DEFINITELY SOMETHING TO THE WHOLE IDEA OF THE ZODIAC.. SHE AND I WERE NOT RELATED BY BLOOD, NOR WERE WE RAISED TOGETHER, YET WE WERE SO ALIKE WE COULD HAVE BEEN 'CLOSER' THAN TWINS. IT WAS STRANGE. I HAD BEEN AROUND MANY SCORPIO IN MY LIFE, BUT SHE WAS THE ONLY ONE I HAD EVER KNOWN THAT SHARED THE SAME BIRTHDAY... I'M SURE SOME RESEARCHERS HAVE CONDUCTED STUDIES REGARDING THIS NOTION.. THAT IT'S NOT JUST THE 'SIGN' THAT PEOPLE WERE BORN UNDER THAT MAKES THEM 'TRULY' ALIKE, IT WAS MORE THE DAY OF THEIR BIRTH! .. I KNOW I'M DEFINITELY A SCORPIO, THERE'S NO DOUBT IN MY MIND ABOUT THAT, THE DESCRIPTION FITS ME LIKE A GLOVE. lol ANOTHER THING I FIND FASCINATING ABOUT THE *SCORPIO* SIGN IS, IT HAS '3' DISTINCT LEVELS THEY EVOLVE TO ONCE THEY'RE BORN. THE 1st LEVEL IS THE *SCORPION* ..OUR VERY YOUNG STAGE, THE 2nd IS THE EAGLE, USUALLY WE EVOLVE THERE AROUND PUBERTY OR LATE TEENS.. (FOR SOME, THE EARLY 20's)..THEN, THE FINAL STAGE IS THE *PHOENIX*.. WHEN YOU READ THE DETAILS SURROUNDING EACH OF THOSE LEVELS & IF YOU'RE CAPABLE OF TAKING A STEP BACK, OR OUTSIDE THE BOX, YOU CAN "SEE" WHICH LEVEL YOU ARE AT. THE FINAL LEVEL IS THE MOST DIFFICULT LEVEL TO REACH, IN MY OPINION. I BELIEVE IT HAS TO DO WITH YOUR MATURITY & INTELLECT LEVEL AS OPPOSED TO YOUR PHYSICAL 'AGE'.. THAT'S WHY DIFFERENT SCORPIO EVOLVE AT DIFFERENT TIMES THAN ONE ANOTHER.. AFTER READING THE DETAILS OF EACH LEVEL. I KNOW 'I' AM AT THE LAST AND FINAL STAGE, THE *PHOENIX* .. IF YOU KNEW ME, OR WERE EVEN AROUND ME TO OBSERVE ME, OR BETTER STILL, READ 'WHAT' I SAY..AND 'HOW' I SAY IT, THEN YOU TOO WILL AGREE, 'I' HAVE EVOLVED TO THE LAST LEVEL. lol..NO, IT DOESN'T MEAN I'M OLDER THAN DIRT THOUGH HA, BECAUSE I'M NOT, I'VE JUST HAD A PRETTY TOUGH ADULT LIFE, ALOT OF LIFE'S LESSONS..LEARNED THE HARD WAY, SO YES, I LEARNED FROM MISTAKES AND I 'GREW' AS A PERSON, HENCE, THE EVOLVING .. THE ZODIAC IS A SUBJECT THAT I COULD TALK ABOUT FOR HOURS, WHICH I HAVE ALREADY! SO, IT'S VERY LATE, OR VERY EARLY, HOWEVER YOU WANT TO LOOK AT IT, AND I NEED TO REST. SO I'LL STOP HERE. :)
PLEASE TAKE CARE.. STAY SAFE AND BE WELL AS YOU GO THROUGH YOUR WEEK! ~ HOPING TO TALK AGAIN SOON~
THANX AGAIN, FOR YOUR TIME AND ALLOWING ME TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS WITH YOU.. I AM COMING TO LIKE TALKING LIKE THIS, MORE AND MORE.. SO MAYBE I'LL BE A PRO AT THIS SOONER THAN I THOUGHT! .. 
HAPPY MONDAY... ~judy~
** Magick_Scorpio **




** STARRY STARRY NIGHT **

                                   ** METEOR SHOWERS **


   Hi my friends, how have you been? I hope you're all doing well! I'm just sitting here trying to stay awake, waiting for the "METEOR SHOWERS" to become visible.. It began last night, from what I heard on the 'NEWS' .. but I waited up and kept checking but I saw 'NOTHING!' lol I felt DUMB, cause people, I'm sure, were watching me going in and out of the house...there's a motion detector light..so every time I went out, it came on... dogs barked haha I was the neighborhood nuisance! Still, I was hoping to see SOMETHING.. I was especially hoping for a clear night's sky.. it was clear enough I guess.. NOT as clear as I would have liked, but hey, here in COMO, we're lucky if we can even SEE the stars.. we generally have a cloud cover even if it doesn't rain! It's times like this I wished we lived somewhere else! 
   There have been MANY places we've lived that had BIG BEAUTIFUL SKIES FULL OF STARS.. But THIS.. is not one of them! .. I remember the skies of Sierra Vista AZ.. were Very Very Pretty! It was like NEVER ENDING SKY..FILLED with MILLIONS of Stars! It Was so Nice watching the night skies there! .. I even made a VERY SPECIAL 'TOAST' to the MOON and all those STARS on a Very Important night there in Sierra Vista.. lol (but THAT'S another story!) ...I will get the hang of this BLOG thing..and I will begin to TRUST opening up & talking about ME and my VERY VERY PRIVATE LIFE! .. "Eventually" Aside from the fact I'm a very private person, I have a very hard time Trusting ANYONE.. I'm a *SCORPIO*...& We, by Nature, are Private and Trust NO ONE.. but I have many more reasons added on TO that 'Scorpio' nature.. but I'm slowly working my way into opening up.. The idea for this Blog in the 1st place was to let you all IN on the LIFE with *Magick_Scorpio* ..Correct? So.. I'm working on it.There's truly ALOT to tell, and it's NOT ALL Bad, or Sad.. ALOT of it IS, but it's from THOSE incidents that I draw my Strength! So, please bear with me K?
   Back to the *METEOR SHOWERS* .. I read on Facebook that my Sister is planning to make an Event of it.. She Lives in the Northwest.. a BEAUTIFUL Place.. We grew up all along the West Coast. There are '5' of us Girls, I'm Next to the youngest.. THEY, were all born in Washington State, even the youngest, but I was the ONLY one BORN in Southern California..(Sp they moved down to Cali, had me then Moved BACK up to have the youngest? lol) Don't they call US.. "PRUNE-PICKERS?" lol I've known of alot of fruits and vegetables being 'PICKED' by friends and even family members, but I DON'T remember hearing about any of them picking 'PRUNES' ..haa .. Even 'I' have had a little experience working in the 'fields'.. very little really, but SOME.. it was ENOUGH for ME to gain a TON of RESPECT for those that make their living and support their families by doing that migrant work! ALOT of Respect! It is VERY HOT..VERY HARD...& VERY MUCH WORK!! ..But I DID get to try MY hand at working in the fields! (again, ANOTHER story lol SEE?? I go off onto other subjects in the middle of all of these posts haa.. I'll get it though!)
   Anyway, My sister is planning on a group of them taking their lawn chairs and some type of BBQ stuff.. at least "COFFEE" for them all ..(so they'll stay awake) and going to find a place out of town where they can see the sky really well. I pray it's a CLEAR night for them too, in that part of the Northwest it's ALWAYS RAINY TOO! I think THIS State and THAT State are SISTER STATES! ..Lord Willing the skies will be clear. It sounds fun, I wish I could be there too! Even if we DIDN'T get to SEE Anything, just the Get-Together would be so much fun!~ I'm not sure, but I think they have a telescope. I wish I had one too.. I fully intend on getting one for Aeryk. I will obviously be borrowing it .. ALOT! .. I love the Stars.. Everything about the skies.. the Stars..the Planets, the Moon, the Sun.. the Aliens.. Just ALL of it!! lol So THIS meteor Shower is said to be the biggest of the year.. this one has the most meteors along with "FIREBALLS".. legit fireballs! They are meteors that are from the Tail of a comet.. I Know some of the Scientific stuff. I just learned about THIS Meteor Shower..and the name of the comet that's out there right now, etc.. I will add a LINK on here that will give you a brief description of what THIS shower is all about.. No worries, don't let the words "BY NASA" scare you away thinking it's gonna be a LONG Drawn out BORING lecture from NASA.. it's not, it's very short..it was quite informative for me though. I hope you watch it..then go to the site it leads you to, and read it as well. It talks about the 'FIRE-BALLS'. It's also very short, but I personally, find anything that has to do with the mysteries of CREATION ..the Earth, the Space and Universe very Fascinating! I guess that's why I ALSO Love MYTHOLOGY lol :)
   I don't know how many of you are Christians, believing in the Bible, or how you believe in regards to 'CREATION' as well as the END of time..But 'I' was raised by a Very Christian MOM..the good old PENTECOSTAL Power hittin kind! Needless to say, I LEARNED about GOD, JESUS AND THE BIBLE! .. So naturally, as I was thinking about that little NASA video & how it looked like it was raining fireballs .. it made me think of the End of time, 'Raining Fire From The Sky" stuff!..It talks of this in the Bible, (though I'm not exactly sure where -sorry ma).. But I wondered, if it made ME think about it as a possible SIGN.. I thought it might have caused other's to think it as well.. I have NO idea if it's a SIGN from heaven or not, but I know it's described the same in the Bible as it is by NASA..
   I keep getting up and going outside again, just like last night, lol, I'm sure my neighbors are irritated with me..Especially if they have to work in the morning. I haven't been able to SEE anything much! I THINK it's getting cloudy, the sky is black, just a couple of stars visible so I'm thinking that it's probably cloudy and because it's so black, I can't actually SEE the clouds. which IF it's clouds, that just sucks! Tomorrow night though, is the IMPORTANT time. That's when they say the meteor shower will be the most visible! I think it said between 0100am to 0400am .. I'm praying that we get to see SOME of it at least. So we can take pics of it so Aeryk can see it too. I'm betting there will be alot of people who DO have the excellent view, like those of you who live in like, California, Arizona, Nevada, probably Montana.. etc. Oh and Texas, I DO know THAT State has a Beautiful BIG Starry Sky at night, I used to live THERE as well.. they even wrote a little SONG about it too.."The Stars at NIGHT are Big and BRIGHT..(clap clap clap clap) DEEP IN THE HEART of TEXAS"...LOL Yep I know alot of SONGS TOO... haaa (another story!!)
   In any case, I am just sitting here doing NOTHING but going in and out, drinking hot tea and waiting to see a Beautiful RARE Sight! I DO hope you all LUCKY ones will post alot of your pics on the Internet! .. That Internet thing sure is a handy little invention huh? .. it's got it's Pros and Cons... it sure makes things, all kinds of things, ALOT Easier huh? ..
   I think of SO MANY Topics for Blogs when I'm typing ONE that I've been taking notes on other things to TALK about..lol If I keep going at this rate, I'll be typing every minute of the day.. Like I said, I LOVE to TALK!! I'm VERY Thankful and Blessed with the knowledge to be ABLE to talk about (pretty much) EVERYTHING.. Aeryk's gonna be the same way.. & THAT'S a Good thing! I'm proud of him! Then again, he & I are together alot, so, I have always talked to him as I would an adult! That MIGHT have something to do with his advanced way of speaking .. ha :)
   I'm going to sign off.. I don't think we're gonna get to SEE much of anything tonight! I hope it's clear tomorrow night! Well since it's after MIDNIGHT, it's already tomorrow, so TONIGHT I hope it's CLEAR! .. 
Good Luck to ALL of you who ARE out there "STAR-GAZING" .. Hope you have a FUN EXCITING TIME AND REMEMBER TO "REMOVE THE "LENS CAP" BEFORE TRYING TO TAKE YOUR PICTURES, OR VIDEOS!~ LOL THAT HAS HAPPENED SO MUCH IN OUR FAMILY HAHA .. Jax Camera (a NICEEE One ..that I'm NOT allowed to TOUCH! :/) has some type of warning thing that comes up tellin ya that the cap is still on! .. lol That Camera has an AMAZING Zoom.. she uses it as Binoculars HAHA .. Funny kid! She just went to a CHILDREN of BODOM Concert the other Night, & She took some INCREDIBLY CLEAR UP CLOSE PICS and she didn't have to be close at all! .. Great investment that was! :)
OK, I'm getting tired, so I will call it a night! ... Wouldn't matter if I DID drink Coffee.. Like MILLIONS of people that can't even begin to WAKE UP without their Coffee... I can't DO that! ..Coffee makes ME even MORE Sleepy! Truly Strange! Caffeine doesn't affect ME like that .. Wonder if that's a GOOD thing or a BAD thing? Sometimes I think it's a bit of BOTH! Like Yeah, I'd like to 'WAKE UP' when I'm extremely tired in the morning.. but at the same time, I've already been having ALOT of insomnia lately, so if it DID work on me, it would just keep me up LONGER..Right? Anyways, ONE more cuppa (Hot Tea) and I'm off to bed! 
   Good night to all of you in MY side of the World, and Good Day to the other side of the world? What time is it in KOREA? ..lol .. Awww yes.. KOREA.. 'THAT' may be the TOPIC of my NEXT BLOG!! .. I know MANY people who KNOW me, as well as who've gotten to know me, over the past few years on the Internet, are VERY Curious "WHY" I am SO involved with the KOREAN "KPOP" Music, lol well it's NOT just the Music that I'm studying & Learning about, it's their entire Country, Culture, Language and Cuisine.. I feel it NECESSARY to learn.. We will be "MOVING" there.."LIVING THERE" for WORK purposes..so, to PREPARE ourselves, WE are ALL Learning EVERYTHING we can about "KOREA".. WE all Did the Exact Same Thing Before We Moved to and Lived IN Germany for over 4 years. I'll explain MORE later!
   Meanwhile, I will sign off and say Good Night! Take Care and God Bless <3
Til Next Time.. 
Love from.... ~judy~  ..

Saturday, August 10, 2013

** ADDED A NEW VIDEO** 12 AUG13 ~ **DREAMING OF YOU** ~SELENA QUINTANILLA & JENNIFER LOPEZ ~Do YOU Believe in "FATE" ..& "DESTINY" ?? ... (MY THOUGHTS)

                                                    ..**DREAMING OF YOU** ..
 I Fell Asleep Listening to Selena Quintanilla the Other Night.. & then I watched the Movie "*SELENA*
It caused me to want to write down my THOUGHTS I had during and after this movie! .. As I said..
THIS BLOG SITE ..Will ALWAYS BE ABOUT .. ME ~ MY LIFE ~ MY THOUGHTS ..ETC :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e-w4GB0AZ8

*SELENA QUINTANILLA*.. A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG ARTIST.. A YOUNG 'FLOWER' JUST BEGINNING TO "BLOSSOM".. SADLY..."GONE TOO SOON"...
*JENNIFER LOPEZ* ,, A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG ARTIST.. FAIRLY 'UNKNOWN' TO THE 'WORLD'.. A YOUNG FLOWER 'PICKED' TO "CONTINUE DOWN A VERY SIMILAR PATH"..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "FATE"??.. DID GOD GIVE 'US' JLO ..SINCE HE 'NEEDED' SELENA??
THIS IS ONE OF THOSE STORIES THAT ARE FAR TOO SIMILAR TO BE "COINCIDENCE!"
I "DO" BELIEVE IN 'FATE'.. I BELIEVE IN 'DESTINY' I BELIEVE 'ONE' CONTINUES ON.... <3

   I Really Like Jennifer Lopez. She's FULL of That ALL Round Type of  Talent..a talent that must be DEVELOPED over 'TIME'.. She has shown us all that she is a very GIFTED Woman, Singer, Dancer & Actress. However, there's something that goes through my head EVERY TIME I watch the Movie "SELENA" (The LIFE of Selena Quintanilla) ... 
   JLO starred as the Young Tejano Beauty in the Movie and Played it SO WELL, it seemed the "PART" was WRITTEN especially FOR her, even though the Story was about a DIFFERENT Young Lady!! .. The similarities are uncanny. They did an excellent job of casting Jennifer Lopez for the Role, she did Fit the part, but it's what happened LATER in her life that would be even more strange..to ME.. This is WHY I Do believe in FATE and Destiny.. I Believe it was JLO'S DESTINY to Carry on Selena's Legacy.. in a Twisted, Strange sort of way!  
   Selena's untimely Death, a Tragedy that had a huge Impact on the entire World was also a Huge loss to the Entertainment Industry. They lost a Blossoming Super-Star that day! After her death, a Movie was planned showing us, the Life of Selena. It would be a very personal, very private look into her & her family's lives, as well as show us the path that lead her to become the "QUEEN of TEJANO".. Jennifer Lopez was chosen to play the starring role. Even though it was JLO'S 1st BIG TIME Project in Entertainment, this ironic Role she was about to play, would also change Her OWN life in what was probably a very unexpected way. it would set JLO on a parallel path that Selena herself would have taken, had she lived.  I thought JLO did a Very Good Job playing the part of Selena! I'm sure MILLIONS AGREE!.. I've checked into all the facts about the events I will mention BEFORE writing my thoughts.. & of course it's just MY Opinion.. But, The Movie "SELENA" was JLO's Very 1st project in Entertainment..(1st BIG Project) Outside of being one of the 'FLY-GIRLS' .. The Dancers on 'IN LIVING COLOR'! I had a hunch it was her '1st' Big project, but checked JUST to make sure..& I was correct..she hadn't even released any #Music yet.  
   I've watched JLO Progress as an entertainer.. I've watched her 'STYLE' Emerge and .. I just Can't help but Believe that JLO Had ADOPTED both the 'Character and PERSONA' of Selena Quintanilla... It seems that JLO has just CONTINUED on in Entertainment Just As "SELENA" would have! JLO adopted the Clothing..the Hairstyles (to this day) even the Music of the Selena we all saw in the movie. She has become WHAT 'I' Imagine Selena would have EMERGED AS  in the Music Field.. including the English Speaking side of the business!      Selena's final project, according to the Movie, was an album done all in English. She had accomplished a couple of "Cross-Over hits from Spanish to the American/English Charts. This Album in ENGLISH was gaining a Great Deal of Recognition.. So much So , Selena was nominated for and WON many awards including a Grammy. Her Career as a Cross Over Artist was Just taking off when she was killed. It truly felt to ME as well as to MILLIONS of others that She was just Taken too Soon. But Who are WE to say that GOD did something TOO SOON or that HE did something UNFAIR? that's very Selfish of ANY of us Humans to say! God always has Good Reason for what he does, even though WE as humans, may not understand the reasons, They're ALWAYS for the BEST of anything and everything involved!
   This is where Jennifer Lopez comes into play in MY mind! She was a Talented young Hispanic Artist, relatively unknown, and completely "MOLDABLE" for the Movie and Music Executives who were in control over the movie. They saw the same similarities that WE all can see, right down to the physical similarities these two young women shared including their big backsides lol! The Executives trained JLO Well and SHE herself put in alot of time researching Selena, that was obvious, cause she pulled off the role in a very convincing way. I believe THIS could be the beginning of the ultimate PATH  that JLO would take in the Entertainment Field.. When you LOOK at the Two Young Women, There's NOT all that many differences in them, or the PUBLIC Image anyway, is there?? I believe, HAD Selena LIVED... & Continued ON in the Entertainment Industry... I'm SURE that JLO would have become a completely DIFFERENT Styled ARTIST! 
   Since Selena's untimely Death created an OPENING so to speak.. I believe JLO Filled that opening and just Carried ON from Where Selena had LEFT OFF! AND Again, Let me CLARIFY.. This is MY OWN OPINION... It's NOT a Slam against Ms Jennifer Lopez at ALL.. It's actually a Compliment.. True, WE, The World, Lost a Beautiful, Talented, Up and Coming Young "STAR" (whom we all loved and admired), Far Too Soon... Yet, 'THEN'.. WE, the WORLD, were ALSO  Given a Sort of .. Hmm, NOT a Replacement, because NO ONE Could EVER #REPLACE Selena, but, We were Given an #Extension (if you will) of 'HER' in "JLO".. An Extension in a twisted, sideways kind of way! Through 'JLO' We Saw, what was probably, a CLOSE simulation of how Selena, Her STYLE, CHARM & MUSIC...MIGHT have grown into as an ADULT Artist! .. There are SO SO MANY People who LOVE and MISS Selena SO MUCH, 'I', being ONE of them! I Wish With ALL My heart that she were STILL Here TODAY.. I DO However, ADMIRE Jennifer Lopez as an Artist.. Who, in a Strange Way.. whether it was deliberate or an Unknowing Direction Chosen by God, Decided to Create HER STYLE, CHARACTER and PERSONA that IRONICALLY MATCHED, those that Selena would have probably CHOSEN as a Musical Artist in Show business today! I Believe God gave us JENNIFER LOPEZ, as a Comfort, as an Artist that would carry on "SOME" of What We all LOVED about Selena! Jennifer Lopez, I believe was CHOSEN to be this person! She WAS and STILL IS Perfect for THIS "ROLE'! ..Miss Lopez was an UNDISCOVERED SUPER STAR at the time SHE was Cast for the Role of MS SELENA QUINTANILLA... and 'I' Believe that "THAT" was the REASON that Jennifer Lopez was BORN. I just appreciate the TALENT and the MUSIC that GOD GAVE TO "BOTH" of these Young Women..*& Allowed them to SHARE That Gift with ALL OF US ... True, We may not have Selena HERE with us, but I BELIEVE that GOD is still sending ALOT of Selena's TALENT & PERSONA ..to US 'THROUGH' Jennifer Lopez! .. Excellent Choice.."IN 'MY' OPINION"
SO, YES, I "DO" BELIEVE IN "FATE".. I "DO" BELIEVE IN "DESTINY" .. 
AND YES, I "DO" BELIEVE THAT WHEN GOD MUST TAKE SOMEONE.. AND IT HURTS SO MANY, SO DEEPLY.. THAT HE 'WILL' PROVIDE US WITH ..SOMEONE ELSE! SOMEONE WHO CAN GIVE US .. A "LITTLE BIT" OF "THAT' PERSON WE ARE MISSING! AND ALOT OF COMFORT IN OUR HEARTS OVER THE LOSS! ..
TO *SELENA QUINTANILLA* THERE WILL "NEVER' BE ANOTHER "YOU".. 
WE WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU FOREVER...
TO *JENNIFER LOPEZ* THERE WILL ALSO "NEVER" BE ANOTHER "YOU" ...
THOUGH YOU'RE NOT THE EXACT REPLICA, I'M GRATEFUL THAT GOD LEAD YOU DOWN THE PATH YOU'RE ON.. YOU, (ESPECIALLY THAT BACKSIDE lol ;) AS WELL AS YOUR MUSIC, WILL STILL REMIND MANY.. OF THE YOUNG LADY "YOU" 
*BROUGHT BACK TO LIFE* (THOUGH VERY BRIEFLY) IN A VERY CONVINCING WAY.. I KNOW THAT, WHILE WATCHING THAT MOVIE, 'I' GOT LOST IN IT, AND SAW.. NO ONE "BUT" *SELENA QUINTANILLA*
THANK YOU TO ALL.. FOR MAKING THAT A POSSIBILITY! :)
AND THOSE ARE MY THOUGHTS!! ~
PLEASE ENJOY THE LINKS BELOW... LINKS THAT SHOW THE MANY COMPARISONS
OF *SELENA QUINTANILLA* ..AND *JENNIFER LOPEZ* ..<3 

Once Again, Thank You for Your Time! ..
 ~judy~ *Magick_Scorpio*

***OH JUST FOUND A LITTLE VIDEO THAT PRETTY MUCH 'PROVES" 'MY' OPINION ON WHO *JENNIFER LOPEZ* STRUCTURED, DESIGNED OR JUST KEPT MOVING FORWARD WITH THE "ORIGINAL' ARTIST... *SELENA QUINTANILLA* ..I THINK IT'S FINE, & I THINK IT'S A LOVELY "TRIBUTE" .. :)

**# http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nfxXVT8_8A

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsTbe6nTjr4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WdySUbkR0Eo (Remake 'HD' )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qeQNDFpBe50

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ir1miT9A4vc

Monday, August 5, 2013

Night Mares.. Can YOU Explain yours?

Hello My Friends,
   Long time no hear from me, eh? .. I've been here.. I've been meaning to get to my next Blog Post and every time I begin, something always seems to come up. I notice I come up with excellent topics for the day's post, but at night, when I like to write, I've forgotten what the ideas were, SO.. I have now started a LIST.. Every time I have an idea, I add it to the list. I hope this will work better for me. I notice the ideas come at all times, they're all great topics, so I hope I can get going on this & KEEP it going... 
   I thought I would write about "NIGHT-MARES" this time.. main reason being, I had a terrible one last night and it's STILL bothering me! Does this ever happen to you?? the strange thing 'I' find about MY dreams are.. normally, 'I' don't remember my dreams, most of the time, I don't even realize I DID dream, but I know I did, we ALL do.. but in My life, every time 'I' have a Dream, that I REMEMBER.. in VIVID DETAIL, turns out to be MORE than just a DREAM.. That's what upsets me about these NIGHT-MARES.. Esp the type I had last night! It was an Uncomfortable.. Upsetting "DREAM" .. I Guess it was a "DREAM"..(or WAS it??) ..Yep, THAT'S what bugs me!! 
   I've had "STRANGE" things happen to ME all my life! Things that, Now, are very Common Occurrences.. So I don't think of them so much as STRANGE anymore, it's more like.. well.. I guess we (My OWN Family) think of them as "NORMAL" incidents! Which that, in & of itself...is NOT Normal..is it?? ..
   I had, what started as, a 'DREAM' that quickly turned into a Night-Mare last night! I've had these types many times, but I have NO Idea how many of YOU have dreams like this. I had a hard time Falling asleep as it was, but once I dozed off, I woke back up feeling someone or something pulling my hair back so hard it was making my neck hurt. My head was tilted all the way back. They or 'IT' kept choking me with 'IT'S' other arm, making me wanna pass out from lack of air. It kept whispering something in my ear but I couldn't understand it, though, I could feel the HEAT of it's breath in my ear and down the side of my neck. I remember grabbing and clawing at my neck trying to loosen it's hold but I couldn't. I tried to scream out so that someone could hear me. I was VERY AWARE that I had BEEN asleep and kept WONDERING if I could STILL BE asleep?? or was I AWAKE? I honestly couldn't tell. Every time I tried to scream it would let go of my neck & cover my mouth, very hard, so hard it felt as if it were leaving bruises where the fingers pressed into the area around my mouth. I won't lie, it was HURTING Me! .. I remember trying to reach behind me, swinging my arms to try and hit 'SOMETHING' but my arms were just flailing about, as if swinging straight through whatever it was. the harder I fought back, the harder it pulled on my hair and the harder it choked me. I thought it was gonna break my neck. I realized if I was THAT aware of what was happening, in that, it was supposed to FEEL like a Dream, the more I realized, it WASN'T a Dream! So I did what I ALWAYS do when these types of things start happening.. I began to 'PRAY'!
   I was taught very young how to rebuke Satan, and his Demons. I was taught how to BIND their power for the moment, at least around Me and Mine! I was was so out of breath my head was foggy & my eyes were strained so hard they were dripping tears.. I kept praying, trying to speak the words out loud but it kept hold of me. I started feeling the strength come back into me, MY strength, and I was not backing down. If you show them you're weak, or afraid, then THEY 'FEED' on Your FEAR! Even if you ARE Terrified, Don't let THEM Know it. They're not as intelligent as ya think! I'm NOT saying Satan isn't intelligent, because he is, very much so! That's ALL the credit I'll give him though! I finally felt it backing off, cause, I believe in the word of my God! he said "Rebuke Satan and his demons in the name of my Son Jesus Christ and they MUST 'FLEE'!! I "TRUST" in the word! I Trust in his promises and I Trust in ME and MY 'FAITH'! .. Faith is like a Tree.. the More you FEED it, and Nurture it..the bigger and Stronger it GROWS. I prayed til I KNEW they were gone! However long that was! I DID out-last them! 
   Once they were gone, I passed out again, still thinking it COULD have been 'JUST a Dream' .. BUT, I Know about myself.. I KNOW 'I' don't REMEMBER my dreams! Especially days or weeks or YEARS later! this is HOW I Know THIS was not a Dream. I believe I fell back to sleep from exhaustion, as well as Lack of O2.. but When I woke up again, I had alot of hair on my pillow, as well as, red imprints around my mouth. I STILL have No idea WHAT they keep whispering in my ears, it's obviously another language, because, as loudly as they were whispering, I would have been able to understand the words. No, it was another language altogether. If I could understand it I MIGHT be able to understand WHY they were (& KEEP) attacking me! 
   'I'm' NOT the ONLY Member of MY Family who has things of THIS nature happen to them, ALL of the rest do too! When I say 'MY' family, I mean Me and my KIDS. They have THEIR share of weird, Ugly and Scary incidents too. My daughter has some of the STRANGEST Dreams I've ever heard! We KNOW hers, well MOST of hers, are truly Dreams. She remembers ALL of her dreams, but do they MEAN something?? That's the question.. Bible says "The Old will 'DREAM Dreams & The Young Will See Visions!" ..So are these WEIRD Drams..really VISIONS? ..(Don't Know) She began many years ago, writing them all down in a journal. We ALL Keep journals (like scientists) because we're collecting all the information we can about WHAT and WHY these things are happening! 
   I know MANY MANY people accuse us of being BAD people, just because 'WE' are attacked all the time. it just PROVES the Theory that ALL 'HUMANS' will RUN FROM, HARM OR "KILL" what THEY don't understand or what FRIGHTENS them! However, even though MY Tales of the goings on in my family may frighten people, WHY are they afraid of 'US'?? What did 'WE' do wrong?? This has also been a particularly interesting question, having asked many different people and finding NO logical explanations for... 'IF' "WE" are 'BAD' people.. then, wouldn't That fact make us..sorta .. ON SATAN'S SIDE?? Wouldn't he be already HAPPY with US if we were the EVIL people?? WHY would he feel it even necessary to try to Frighten or KILL us?? .. NO..as I said earlier, I Believe the Word.. I believe that the Words are TRUE.. Therefore THAT makes ME a Christian! .. 'Now 'THAT'S' "WHY" Satan comes after people.. because THEY are close to and LOVE the Lord. Some SO MUCH that, Satan believes that gaining THOSE souls would be a HUGE Deal to him, wouldn't it? The CLOSER You are to GOD, the MORE Satan WANTS you! the harder he will come after you! .. As for ME.. I'm THANKFUL I have trials, everyday More trials, more tests to go through! I would WORRY if I had it EASY on this earth! I would believe that IF I had it easy, things were going really good and nothing to worry about, then I'd become very concerned thinking that GOD had turned his face from me! I'm comforted in these Trials, because I KNOW that as long as they're there, then MY soul is still something that Satan wants, and if Satan wants it so bad, then THAT means, the Lord is With ME all that much MORE! 
   When it comes to the BIBLE and the Word of God.. you MUST take it as the 'WHOLE'...you can't just pick out the GOOD parts and live by them, you have to read and follow the entire thing! Most makes people too impatient or too annoyed, I guess, to follow ALL the rules. Granted, they're NOT all easy, especially when the Devil gets to put stumbling blocks in front of you, but, don't you think it's WORTH fighting through the trials? Passing all the tests? Proving to the Lord that YOU are learning from them..that you are becoming a Bigger Christian and Stronger soldier to be able to FIGHT By HIS side in HIS Army?? I Know MANY don't believe the way I speak of things, 'I' even believe quite alot more..Uhm..'DIVERSE' than just the things I've mentioned, but what I've mentioned is General Knowledge.. 
   The Universe MUST have "BALANCE"..!! To have GOOD we must have BAD.. To have RIGHT we must have WRONG.. yen n yang..Alpha and Omega..beginning and End.. However you want to think of it, the World, our Universe as well as our very LIVES Must ALWAYS have "BALANCE".. So the Trials, the tests, the stumbling blocks..they're ALL part of the BIGGER PICTURE of things... We, as humans, must do OUR part to keep things in Balance! So you MUST take the Bible or whatever BOOK(S) or Teachings you learn about and draw your FAITH from, must be taken in it's entirety! .. For those of you who DON'T Believe.. there's always that age old Question..What Came First? The Chicken or the Egg?? MY Answer, the Chicken, because I believe the ANIMALS and the FOWL (etc) were ALL created first, THEN reproduction came. .. How do you explain HOW we all got here? No Matter what..it ALL Comes Back to >>There IS a HIGHER form of Intelligence ...
   'I' CHOOSE to believe that 'THE HIGHER POWER' Exists NOW!!..So I try to live my life accordingly. I'd rather Believe IT'S THERE and die and find out it ISN'T than.. Believe it's NOT there and die and find out it WAS!..WHAT THEN?? .. I'd rather be SAFE than SORRY! .. Just Sayin.. 
   So, returning to the subject of MY Dreams.. I KNOW that we dream ALL the time in REM sleep. I know MY mind dreams, regularly, just like everyone Else's, but, I also KNOW that I Don't remember my dreams! These incidents, or Occurrences, Now THESE I REMEMBER...very VIVIDLY and for pretty much EVER! I've never forgotten any of them! Just Remember, When and IF these things happen to YOU..and you think people will think you're CRAZY or delusional if you TALK about it.. DON'T Think that way .. cause you're NOT alone! I Know there are MANY people have things happen to them that THEY know is of the PARANORMAL .. There are many things that SCIENCE has yet to define, but, when and if they happen, Try your hardest NOT to show your FEAR! .. you'll just be Fueling the Fire or Fanning the Flames..(if you will) HAVE FAITH, TRUST GOD & SEND THE EVIL ON IT'S WAY!
   That's it for now.. I have many more topics coming up, MANY will be just as, if not MORE controversial than THIS one.. 
   Looking forward to writing again! Til then... 
Take Care .. Be Safe .. & GOD BLESS!! <3<3<3

Thanks for Your Time...
~judy~   'The Magick_Scorpio'